dooont say that, you have so much to live for ! honestly i went through a suicidly period of my life & i feel so much better that im still alive & healthy, yes there is times where i say “fuck the world i wish i was dead” but then i get through the day and say “hey im glad im alive” SO PLEASE try and stop, don’t hate yourself !
Anonymous: I don't throw up to feel beautiful it's just a way I feel to release my hate towards myself. It's kinda like my slow suicide because I just hate myself so much. I just wish I was dead, I feel like it's pointless for me living right now.